i like the way you write me

I like the way
you stand in front
I like the way
you move
I like the way
you use endeavour
I like the way
you approve

I like the way
you use lol all the time
I like the way
you love me

I like the way
you watch me vacillate
I like the way
you don't like rolled sleeves
I like the way
you treat me no
more than you really like
to let it show

I like the way
you call me crazy Monday
I like the way
you found me

Truth is
I never just liked you
from the start

I like the way
you call me Antagonist of Time
I like the way
you write me

I like the way
you love me everyday
I like the way

I love you

not quite

i'm so in love with you
it's now silly when i rhyme
because every line ends -

no, not this time

they all end with "you"
and there are less words to list and rhyme and mix and say with

you

it's endless miss

futile pillow

i wake and reach hoping it's you that i

feel

pillow's all i have, blanket at my heel

what i would give to make her me
all i am is you right now
all that i need to be

i wish i was her to recite the bills
tangle with you pre - sleep

and

kiss your lips, your ears

i wish i was her to bid you goodbye
when my sun sets
and yours off to night

Come with me please
i don't care who i am
may it be a far - fetched world some

ungoverned land

right now it's you that i see

runaway me now

after that beautiful thing

i love how your car smell sticks to my cardigan
i love the taste of your lips in the morning sun
i love it when you're amazed at big things outside
i love how you reassure me whenever i want to hide
i know i can never say how much i love you

but

i love it that you love me even more
than you want to

attemptingrubberduckiesandlith-ofsomecorrectsorts

your words on paper yellow and green/fire my fury unthought of/
i kept the pollute hidden in my purse/ of corporate cataract/waiving served
its purpose of/feeding leghorns bleeding eop/i've lost my purpose almost/till
u chewed breakfast with cold fusion

it has unfolded

it sucks

to know that there's nothing i can do
however i rationalize
brokeback mountain and passion
overcoming norms and all that
shit

it sucks

to not have you when i didn't ask
for it

it sucks

when i know i should have
had you
had i
replaced luna

it sucks

you make so much sense
when you said
that

the universe may unfold

because it did.

For the Time Antagonist

No Ordinary Morning

If there was nothing that I could say
Turned your back and you just walked away
Leaves me numb inside I think of you
Together is all I knew
We moved too fast but I had no sign
I would try to turn the hands of time
Then look to you for the reason why
The love we had passed me by

And as the sun would set you would rise
Fall from the sky into paradise
Is there no light in your heart for me?
You've closed your eyes, you no longer see

There were no lies between me and you
You said nothing of what you knew
But there was still something in your eyes
Left me helpless and paralyzed

You could give a million reasons,change the world and change the times,
Could not give me the secrets of your heartand of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me now there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me,
leave the thought of us behind

You could give a million reasons, change the world and change the times
Could not give me the secrets of your heart and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me now there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me, leave the thought of us behind

4:15 pm CST - DST

i don't want these butterflies - a riot
i knew one more exchange
will draw me deeper
in your eyes

talks inescapable
leave me wired

i don't want these butterflies -

and so you speak

and so you speak of me as i were only
you want me for yourself you say
i am confused i don't know how to think of you

i looked at you with honey-colored eyes
but i stopped when you said you've
had your i do's

i flit you off into some distant nowhere
and i drowned in all the ugc's i could drop
then you heard my jealousy
at sukina

you let me in on a secret
and i circled back to you
who would know - who would?

you maim me with your prose and
edgy tvj humour
i drown you out but you stay
even as i take out the prong off
your callmaster

i anlayze you and you throw
a tantrum - you shouldn't
you cannot get hurt
can never get hurt as much
as i would.