and so you speak

and so you speak of me as i were only
you want me for yourself you say
i am confused i don't know how to think of you

i looked at you with honey-colored eyes
but i stopped when you said you've
had your i do's

i flit you off into some distant nowhere
and i drowned in all the ugc's i could drop
then you heard my jealousy
at sukina

you let me in on a secret
and i circled back to you
who would know - who would?

you maim me with your prose and
edgy tvj humour
i drown you out but you stay
even as i take out the prong off
your callmaster

i anlayze you and you throw
a tantrum - you shouldn't
you cannot get hurt
can never get hurt as much
as i would.